I had to tear up part of yesterday's note. It was poorly written.
I'm back on my four days on. I work days this string of watches. It has been a relatively quiet morning.
Laura, m y other roommate, comes back from the states this week. I'm looking forward to her return. I miss talking to her. She has a pretty stable disposition and quite "together" for her inexperience She comes from Minnesota and has led a sheltered, "strict-Catholic" life.
I went to a party last night and I came back with a "natural high". I made a resolution on my birthday that I was not going to smoke or drink for a year. (Just to see how my body and mind take to it.) I know that I am strong enough to go through this time and I feel very good inside.
I have been writing my dreams down now and then for the past couple of years. (I keep a notebook by my bed now.) I find that most of my dreams are my true emotions coming out in a particular situation. But then there are always some abstract part in my dream that takes deep thought to figure out. I feel that realizing what's behind my dreams it will help me with some of my emotional decisions.
I'm hoping to go to Switzerland, Germany, and Austria over Memorial Day weekend. I have to talk to Frank and see how much time he will be getting of. I definitely need a change of scenery.
That's all that's new from me.
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